I know.
I'm so hard on myself.
I never give myself space to breathe for a while.
I always force myself to run like everyone else,
to achieve things that require so much effort.
You didn't just start from zero.
You started from minus.
Hey.
Stop being so hard and rude to yourself.
Not everything has to be carried by you.
You don't have to be strong all the time.
It's okay to feel weak.
Just allow yourself to have weaknesses.
You're not behind.
Maybe Allah is protecting you from something that might hurt you.
Just calm down, relax, and go with the flow.
You don't have to hurry.
You're not competing with anyone.
You're not even competing with your siblings.
I know you need someone to talk to, someone to accompany you and make you feel less alone.
But believe me, that person will come into your life.
Don't worry.
For now, just prepare yourself to become a better version of yourself.
Accept everything about yourself and learn to love yourself as well.
Throw away the mask.
You can't always pretend that you're okay.
You are allowed to be sad.
You are allowed to be angry.
You are allowed to be disappointed.
And that's okay.
That's normal.
One thing I want to remind you of is this:
Please stop comparing your life to the lives you see on other people's screens.
You never know what is happening behind those screens.
Love your life.
Embrace yourself.
And celebrate every small thing you manage to achieve.
I love you,
and I forgive you.
You're not alone.
You still have a lovely family who loves you endlessly.
Yes, you still have them.
They don't ask you to be perfect anymore.
They only want you to be happy and to see you smile.
So please, don't carry everything by yourself.
You don't have to carry it all alone.
Just let it go.
Let yourself be free.
And enjoy your life.
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