What Are You Tired of Keeping To Yourself?

What are you tired of keeping to yourself?

The thing that I'm tired of keeping to myself is my condition. Now, I can be honest about my condition. I realize and accept that I'm not okay, and I have to continue my treatment. Even from the outside, I may look okay, like a normal person, but that's not always the truth. Inside, I'm broken and almost give up.

At first, I wanted to hide it from the world, but then I got tired of keeping it all to myself. Now, little by little, I'm becoming braver to talk about my condition with my friends. I'm not afraid of their opinions anymore, and honestly, I don't really care about what they think.

The thing is, I don't want to be pitied. I just need support. That's it.

I think sometimes people don't realize that someone can look completely fine on the outside while struggling a lot on the inside. That's why I don't want to pretend that I'm okay anymore just because I look okay.

I'm still learning to accept my condition and take care of myself. Maybe being honest about it is also one of the ways I can start healing.